Exactly one month and 1 day. That is the amount of time I have left in my freshman year of college. When you think of your first year of college being over does that make you happy or sad or excited or scared? It makes me very happy and excited for the future. Personally, I wish I could skip this chapter of my life because I don’t really like college. Sometimes I feel like I don’t really fit in with other 18 year olds and I’m just waiting for the time where everyone grows up. Maybe others feel this too, but no one really talks about it. I’m not sure. All I know is that I tend to look towards the future quite often. I try not to because I’m told that I will regret it. I just love planning my future and look forward to the endless possibilities of what my life can look like one day. Yes, I do love how my life looks now. I just always like to think of the future. I’m not really sure why. No one else I know does this. Maybe one day I will stop. But, I have a feeling I won’t ever stop thinking about the future because I’ve always done this. Ever since I can remember, I have been planning for the future. When I was 6 years old I would look forward to being like the older girls. When I was 10, I would look forward to being in middle school. Then when I was in middle school, I couldn't wait to go to high school. In high school, I was so excited for college. Now I am in college and I’m over it. I can’t wait for life after college. I’m not sure if this is a bad habit or if it is an okay thing to do. Sometimes I think there is no problem with it because it just gives me something to look forward to. Does anyone else do this?
This photo is of me and my best friend at our high school graduation excited for the next chapter of our lives.
I do this too!
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